Lord I want more of you, I draw you near and i want everything i do to please you. I want to be a shining light of your love in the dark and fallen world. Reveal to me what you want me to do for you lord. I give my life over to you and ask that you Break me of any stronghold that i haven’t had the courage to let go shattering any chains that keep me from you, Mold me into the God fearing princess that you Lord designed me to be, Use me Lord, Use me.
Lord i need you MORE, Your presence is life to me!
Its the Air that i breathe, I need you more everyday, i need more of your Spirit everyday!!
Use my story lord to help othes, to influnce others, to give other girls like and not alike HOPE when all feels lost, Let them lay in your promises just as i have when I felt Useless, Tired, ALONE, Depressed, Angry and UN-WORTHY of your love and grace!
Give them the hope that there is more than just these all so similar emotions.
MATTHEW 19:26 (NIV) says::: Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Your are LOVE lord, You are my Jehovah Rophi, You are my healer and you have healed me from my past.
All my bitterness is gone, I’m slowly making amends with all that i have wronged. Everyday that goes by i celebrate in thanksgiving and take notice to all the blessings you give me. I’m loving my life more and more as the seconds tick on by.
Still my mind lord so i can bask in you beautiful perfume, and i can be happy, secure, and safe in your loving arms.
I delcare i never will go back to my OLD ways, I will try my hardest to not feed into what Satan wants, I never ever want to feel empty like i did again.
FILL ME UP LORD, FILL ME UP!!
SET MY HEART ON FIRE
I give you all of me, all of me. I want only you.
You are my the only lover i know, You have cleansed me of all my sins
Released me of my anger and resentment towards my fellow sisters and brothers that have wronged me, I forgive them just as you have me for they did not know what they were doing, Lord let hearts be renewed.
Thank you Lord for the cross, Thank you Jesus for the blood that was shed on the cross that has covered the multitude of sins i have committed.
Thank you for making me NEW
Thank you for my family (although dysfunctional)
Thank you for my crazy bold friends that hold me accountable and only want the best for me!
Thank you for my Mother who carried me in her womb and nourished me with her own body, she means so much to me and inspires me daily .
Thank you Lord for my Earthly Fathers, Both of them have played a big part in my life, one because he wasnt there and the other because he took me in as his own.
Both have denied me but i have come to forgive them and welcome them with open arms just as you do!
Thank You Lord for never giving up on me, abandoning me and even when i denied you reaching out you’re all forgiving arms until i could feel your presence. you stripped me of everything only to depend on you, for that i’m THANKFUL!
Thank you for your Peace, Forgiveness and the Church.
All three have helped me to be Saved through you!
Thank you for your Spirit Lord.
But right now i’m most grateful that you have broken me free from the shackles of my addictions!
–Amen–
Me Myself & Lies 